Nothing realy interesting happend to me in the past little while. I'm doing Pat Troy's Youth Infringment play. I'ts based on Grease, except done as a greek tragedy. I play Danny. It's fun. I have to kiss leigh pedrosa and jess brown. I care about leigh for 2 reasons: She smokes a pack a day = ikky and grose, and she told daron that she thinks i'm going to develop a thing for her. AS IF. also ikky and grose, i dont understand why she thinks everyone has the hots for her.

Currently i'm rather sick. I'm cauhing constantly and my voice is all screwed up. Not fun.

Recently there is some stuff i want to buy. The first is a motorcycle: http://www.trader.ca/powerpage/details.aspx?vlotid=343853&adid=4147127
I like it. It's cheep and is not some fugly crotch rocket. An exelent first bike as it is cheep, rides easy and is good on inurance. The cost of that is 1200$.
I also want to get an audio system. The Price for that is going to be around 300-500$.

I hate my job an extensive amount. I HATE it, it makes me sick. I dont want to work so I dont try and get as many shifts as possible, so I get no money because they also pay me nothing. I'm going to get a new job and then quit this one if I dont get transferd to garden centre. Maby some gardening stores will be hiering. I have to wait untill I'm not scik and can talk. Hopefuly I will get a better job and start making money for the 1700$ of stuff I want.

oh my, i hevent posted in a while. i kept meaning but io never go around to it. my march break has been boring, i havent rally done anything except sleep. i'm rather unhappy at the moment. oh well, such is life. this was a lame-o post.

Well i was going to write some long winded entry about how the interveiw and how arts fest was, but thats going to have to wait, because none of that matter right now. When i cheked my e-mail this is what i read:

"
Congratulations Joshua,

We are pleased to inform you that you successfully completed your evaluation session. You have been recommended for potential placement on Canada World Youth 2006-2007 programs going to Africa, Asia, Latin America, the Caribbean or Eastern Europe or for the backup list for these programs.
"

SSSSSSSSNNNNNNNNNAAAAAAAAAAAPPPPPPPPPPPSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This means i either have a placement somewhere or am on a reserve list. Point is, they want me. Damn right, I'm awesome. And now even if i end up on a waiting list next year i get a 100% chance of placement. But hopefully i get placed this year. This is very cool. Now i have to start fundraising! I hope you guys are wiling to help me do so becasue it's 1,950 galactic credits. wheeeeeeeee!

OMFG, MY CANADA WORLD YOUTH INTERVEIW IS IN 11.5 HOUERS. CRAZY SHIT!!!! (i'l post what my wekk was like tomrow night if i get around to it, sory for the lamo post)

so me and charels had an arm wrestle today. we got ready and started. *10 minutes pass* our arms havent moved more than an inch either way. so we stop and he gets a table and we start again *5 minutes pass* i eventualy win but it's luck. thats the longest arm wrestle i'v ever had.

I finished Wolf's Rain. Good show. Not groundbreaking but I liked the style and it had some really compelling moments. i'l give it an 8/10, a definat must see anyhow.

Picture Jeffree Star trying to dink a glass of water and accidentaly spilling it on his lap, then explainig what happend to everyone he met so they wouldent get the wrong idea about that wet spot.

So, helarity at work. You all know the people at my works are sick lowlife bastards who tell me about there sexual escapades, however today they reached a new low. Long story short i got asked to do a porn movie. Now, i thought they were joking, but the kicker is that they wern't. One of them is starting up a pron buisness. For real. When i declined tha were suprised and said that they had 3 hot girls and looked at me as if I was crazy. I shit you not.

I can now strike off "get asked to be in a porn flick" catergory in my things to do befor I die.

Now for some Jefree Star:
Picture Jefree Star checking his lottery ticket and winning, only to find out momentaraly he read it wrong and didn't actualy win anything.
Picture Jefree Star biting into a bad plum and having to spit it out into a kleenex.
Picture Jefree Star trying to get his i-pod to work.
Picture Jefree Star watching an episode of Hamtaro, and not getting it.
Picture Jefree Star's pillow the morning after the night he forgot to take his makeup off.
Picture Jefree Star wearing a lifejacket.

This is probably the most entertaning fad ever.

Interesting things that heppened to me in the past little while:

I bussed and got to school monday. Lame but I got there on time, it was 18 after 8 when i had the both computer on. Greer walked in, at wich point I said goodmorning. she responded the same, at that point i then asked how she was, she said she was feeling a little sick, she then asked the time and then had to leave. I see that little moment as, to use a terrible term, breaking the ice. Ther's still a lake to melt but a start is a start. Sinse i now have sectioned my head to not care, to continu the ice metaphor, i have a flame thrower. There's always the chance that that i lose it or get unhappy and that it will never really go away, however, definatly worth it. if anything she doesent deserv me being an ass to her, no matter what the casue.

Considering i nolonger drive kristina home as i nolonger have a car, i hevent really taled to her. thast too bad. Also i havent been to help out at my sisters school, considering i also dont have an afternoon spare. that is also to bad.

I have a new friend. Christy, she's in my com-tec and mediea calss. she's rather nice. you would probably know her as that girl with yellow hair. http://nabisco.deviantart.com/ . she makes me laugh, today in comtec we were filming some stuff and everyone else was to tall and so she and i had to hug behind a scrim and do that thing where your fall away and you have the 16th chapel hands thing. Not funny as stands, however we had realy stupid fases on, and therfor were laughing. really it's only funny when you look at these supposedly artys shots and picture us begind the scrim making stupid faces during the entire time.

I had to go dig a trench with a pick through snow, ice, water, dirt and mudd. AGIAN. See, It froze up so the trench me an Charels dug last time wasnt deep enough. So I went crazy on it and connected it to much lower ground so i shouldent have to do it again. However i was cover head to toe in mudd again. Semingly unfun, but in the long run, it's good to get down and do some hard mudfiled dirty work. you come out dripping with mudd and when you swing the pic axe up on your sholder you feel hella cool.

I'm officialy going to do pat troy's youth infringment play. it looks hella cool and should be very fun.

I'm aslo going to bring back music to the after school of friday. I might meet with wonderful sucsess or whorible failure, who knows. Also on a announcment type note, i did the announcments wednesday with matt telling what to do, but i did the broadcasting. So now I can do them with relitave skill.

Finaly my Canada World Youth interveiw is in a week and two days. omg, thast crazy.

Thats really the only things of intrest that happened to me this week. meh. later.

So the past 2 days i'v walked home from work. it's aggravating but i'd rather not pay 3$ to the evil buss company more than i have to. half an houer in -20? bah!

anime-ed:
I finished waching the first season of Kyou Kara Maou. I am suprised how good the show is, a real episode turner.
I also finished Cowboy Bebop. Good, but not amazing. I dont really get why it has such a big rep. VERY similar to Outlaw Star in style, and well... they both are bounty hunters and pilot similar ships~OMG!
Wholy shit Bleach got boring suddenly. It was good, it was better than good, but now it just seems kindof lame. I still havent wached the past episode, here's hoping it picks up.
Naruto filler = lame. I have yet to watch this weeks episode either on the count of overload of stupid on the last episode. 10 weeks befor end of filler and the kakashi story begins. At least I KNOW this on will pick up.
Episode 6 of my S.cry.ED got corrupted somehow. I am in search to find another version to no avail. That show is just going to have to wait for now.
Up next is finishing Wolf's Rain. It's been sappy but decent so far. whooo.

I am close to breaking through unwanted emotion. I should be able to override by monday, and I owe her an apology.

You all should download some "Lemon Demon" music. Makers of Ultimate Showdown. Their song "I'v got some falling to do" is quite good, you can find a video for it somewhere... http://tmst.twu.net/flash/igsf2d.htm ...here! also visit their website for more videos, including one for how ebaum's world is evil, that one is good too, here is their website: http://www.eviltrailmix.com/lemondemon/

aight, i have to work soon, goodnight.

She got toed away 10 minutes ago. I emptied her out, i took out speakers and what-not and my personal favorite steal was the broken roof handle, i got that sitting in my room. I riped off the little light that replaced my dashboard lights and ofcourse my 27 year old licence plates. goodbye.

Also my dad talkt to this person and got a friend of a friend thing to happen and now the chef of some hotel is giving me a refrence. That means i might be ablt to get a job bussing of in the dishes. Best part about this is that hotels are unionised so a busser makes like 12$/h and then ontop of that gets tips. And it's high class so on an average night, it's 60 in tips plus 8h at 12$, so that 156 clams for one night, hot is all I can say.

I'd like you to all take a moment to mourn the passing of a good friend of mine, the little red car. She fought well for 14 years and now has reached the point where repairing is pointles. The ballberings on her front wheels have rusted out and it is at the point where the axle can tear off. The repair cost is 1400$. I say goodbye to trusted vehicle and hope it has fun in nissan heaven.The licence plates are from my dad's first car, a 77 pontiac, so now i have to keep those for my next car to continue the tradition. Goodbye little red car, you will be missed. In the words of Mr. Rogers in a Blood stained sweater "A tear shead for those lost" -> http://www.ultimateshowdown.org/ for the mr rogers pun, i hate to leav you guys in the dark about my quotes.

I saw "The New World", you know, the poacahontas movie with Kristina sunday night. I think the movie had no editor. I kid you not ever second shot was an 'artistic shot' of like, flowing rivers and wind blowing through feilds. The movie wasn't even 3h but it seemes like 4. The fina squesnce i couldent hold back, it was literaly like 50 of these shotins in a row while the music had a 5 minute crechendo, i started to laugh, and ever time I thought that there was shure enough not going to be another one, but low and behold, then would be and i would laugh even harder. Luckaly i can laugh without making any nosie so not to disturb the other 10 people in the theatre. Without these idiot shots it could have been a decent houer and a half movie. Colin Farel is a prity good actor and that 14 year old (i cant remebmer her name) did a good job too. Interesting timbit as well, she was 14 and she had never kised a boy befor, her first kiss? Colin Farel. whoa. just whoa.
As well, one of my favorite actors, Christian Bale held a good preformance even though he had crap lines, but that man can make crap into something decent because he's awesome. I think (even thought the movie wasn't great) he did an exelent job capturing the character batman, and i would say is the best one so far. As well movies like Equilibrium and Reing of Fire would be literaly unwatchable if he were not acting. The man is good.

First day back today. My line up: 1st Anamation with Captain Perry, 2nd Work Period with the Duffen Meister, 3rd Com-Tec with Steve-O , 4th Biology with The Burge. All of my classes rock. All of my teachers rock. Thanks god.

In my Bio class there is a girl who's trying to do Canada World Youth as well. I'm wondering wather or not to talk to her about it in case she didn't receive an invitaion to the interveiw. Mine is approaching! Feb 25, 10:00am-5:00pm. 23 days left! I'm begging to get the adreanalin excitment when i think about it.

This morning Mr. Steve asked me if I wanted to be a Producer for the announcments. I agreed. I intend to do them pimp awesome.

Greer situation still unresolved. I'm close however, with my 1337 mental control powers. she's in my com-tec class. Bad at this stage, but good in the next stage where I am able to be her friend again. I look forward to it.

I did one of thoses things where you download like 3 anime series at a time and then not watch any of them while their downloading. So I have brobably 10 cowboy beebop epsidoes out of 25 wached, 8 wolf's reign out of 24 and 17 out of 30 for Kyo Kara Maou. Leaving me about 44 epsodes (22h) of unwatched anime. Not to mention the S.cry.ED dowload thast at 54%, adding another 24 episodes, brining the total (becasue befor i'm near completing the other 44 this one will finish) up to 34h. Thats like a day and a half straight. I'm giving my computer a break after S.cry.ED is done downloading. The beast deserves the rest for being so awesome and getting me so much entertainment.

Now if you'll excuse me, I'm going to go work out and be awesome.
awesome was used 5 times in this entry (that encludes this).

Gong-Hey-Fa-Choy yall! chinese new year and my sisters birthday are today! welcoming in the year of the dog with a little gettogether at shu-shing tonight, it's gonna be da bom!

recent updates for those who dont know:

over the exam break i was accepted to carelton for Mass Multimeia the course i wanted. but thats not the best part,
I was also invited to the Canada World Youth interveiw! what this is for you who dont know, is next year i hope to join this program by Canada World Youth where you get paired up with people and go out somwhere in canada for 3 month doing community projects and then do the same in some developing country, so for exaple giving aids treatment and education, or working in orphanages in places like africa. now i sent in an application and they can only accpt a few people, and my application got selected! whoot! so now i have to go to a 6h interveiw on the 25 of feb, witch is basicaly drama class so i hope i'l do well in that, if i get accepted in the interveiw i leave in september and get back early april (because i got some family frends in aulstarlia i'm going to visit for a month if it's affordable). yeppers

I don't know whats wrong with me... I don't get it! Why is this shit not going away! I'm usualy good at dealing with stuff like this but for some reason it's not going away! It's been a month and 5 days now since the relationship ended and i'm still hung up on her. wholy crap! Like, i thought it was going to be no big deal after a while but still over a month later i'm still thinking about it on a daily basis, and sveral times a day at that. Like it's rediculus, it's not like i'm not trying either, this is fucking crazy! All i have said two her in all this time was hello once, i'm made eye contact with her maby twice and only for a split second, i cant do anything more because it makes me feel sick. AHAHHARRR, it's searusly tearing me inside out. I wanted to tell her how i felt but i cant bring myself to do it. like how the fuck could anybody do that? "hi, i know i havent been talking to you but it's becasue i think i love you and it's tearing me up, i just thought you should know. bye." ...fuck, even if it was only for a little while i was happy for once, actualy happy, for the first time in a long while. goddamn, i wish i could be invincible.

so i'v had a long day and i'm pritty tierd but i decide to force myself to do the weights. now as i'm going them i realise that i rather tierd and this is harder than it usualy is. i ofcourse being the geneius that i am dont get charels to spot me. oh no. so i'm on the last set and number 9 barely goes up. I'm thinking, i only have to lift them one more time and i'l compleet the set, just one more time, so i bring the weights down and then push. yeah, they dint go up. so i'm lying there with 100 punds now resting on my sternum thinking "aw fuck." so i wait a few sedonds and try to push it up, but at this point the acetic asid is taking it's efect so my arms are shaking trying to move this thing, and they arnt getting any shugar becasue i'm tiered and used it up duning the long day. so the weights stay on the chest. i tilted them sideways so one end rest on the flor, then i roled it down to my waist and sat up, then got out and put the weight back on the bench. a crappy end to a crappy day. it was the last one to! oh well, i get it tomorow when i'm homefuly not as tiered.

wholy shit, the new ending theme in naruto is posibly the best thing on the face of the planet. no joke, it's fucking amazing. it leaves me at a loss for words.

das right punks, when i get unhappy working out gets my mind off it. so i deciede to beat the mark.



3 sets at 100 pounds!!! oh snaps!!!

i then hung up 2 naruto posters and a "gotta catch em all" 150 pokemon list poster. then i did 50 push-ups, and then i did 50 sit-ups. now i'm posting about how cool i think i am. i still dont feel any better in gernaral however. i need to go swimming.

well, that was the best new years evar! yeah, totaly. I spent most of my time wanting to bash my head into a wall because of greer. i dint talk to her, i dint even look at her. i cant without feeling rather sick. lame: yes, anything i can do about it: no. i ended up just fucking bolting. i ran until i couldent, then i hit some ice till i was bleeding, then i ran some more. i felt relived but not better. i came back and went to sleep. yeah... this sucks. i'v been dancing around the idea but i think i might actualy love her. if so, it would have started at darons party. now i dont like this one bit, but the truth is that girl made me unconditionaly happy, where i was unconditionaly unhappy. I want to tell her what i feel, but i dont want to pressure her, it's her desision. now i need an opertunity to tell her. all i can say is MUTHA FUCKAH!!!!

Well, my worst case senario has come true. I am really unhappy. I feel sick when i think about it. why the fuck............ i just cant deal with this. i wanted to try... it was worth everything.

You are a banana! Good job, captain obvious.


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the surgory was completed, i dont know what the 6h compications were, but he has been moved into recovery. the library held nothing of value. I'm screwed for my isu for tonight.